Ali B.

I have no right to be upset with you about what happened a couple of weeks ago, but I am. 

Someone just texted me and said “Hello”… I didn’t recognize the number, so I said “Who’s this?”… He (I’m assuming it’s a he) said “Was u by chance in JCPennys yesterday?” I’m not even gonna comment on the poor grammar. I said “No. Why? Who is this?”… (I WAS, however, in a different department store at the mall yesterday). His reply was “I have this thing for remembering #s. Thought I remembered right one from very attractive girl who was returning a shirt at Pennys. Sorry.”……….. I WAS returning a shirt at a different store… And I’m pretty sure I had to tell the cashier my telephone number at some point during the returns process. WHAT THE F. 

Some jackass and his wife are getting a divorce and she began seeing someone else. She had filed a restraining order against him because, obviously, from what I’m about to tell you, he’s insane. So he goes to the “other man’s” house and shot him and cut off his man parts. WHAT ON EARTH GOES ON IN A MAN’S HEAD THAT WOULD POSSESS HIM TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS OVER A WOMAN?!?! I do NOT understand. He has officially ruined several lives. And normally I wouldn’t post stuff like this, but I know people who know the victim. Sickening. 

I have been procrastinating all night. Treadmill time. I hate waiting until this late to do it WHYYYYY do I do this to myself!?!?

Try to take my pizza roll, I get mad. Punch me in the arm, hard, I get REAL MAD and tell her that if I win the BTR tickets I was trying to get for her and my 12-year-old sister, she’s not going. Result: she goes and cries for 20 minutes.

One way or another, I WILL teach her that it is unacceptable to be a whiny, abusive, brat at 9 years old. 

I have this thing where I only get in and out of bed on the left side. Not so bad a thing that it’s an obsessive compulsive thing. But it is completely ridiculous because my bathroom is to the right of my bed and it’s so stupid to walk all the way around the bed in the middle of the night when I have to use the bathroom.

As you can probably tell, I’m very tired and probably have no idea what I am saying. And I am not drunk.

Problem solved! Didn’t have to de-friend. I have never met someone so self-involved and I’m thankful for my wonderful friends steering me in the opposite direction. I will forever be grateful to each and every one of you who told me to run. And I’m glad I was smart enough to listen.

PJs and studying social psychology on my Friday night. Nice and quiet!

With these meds, I get about an hour of discomfort, two hours of major discomfort, and one hour of pure misery. I really think I’m dying.

Reunited with my best friend since 5th grade briefly tonight. Even though we go months and months without seeing each other because our schedules are so opposite, it’s always the same when we get together. No awkwardness, or the feeling that we’ve lost touch and have to force conversation. It’s very simple and I’m very thankful for that.